Life
Well..... Life has been going lately. Kaitlin thinks that I don't try to get a job. I want to work it's better than sitting on my ass all day. I want to get a job, All I want is to be happy in life. I wanna be able to support Kaitlin not her supporting me. I just want to be able to provide for her and i want to provide for me as well. But lately all of my interviews turn into a waiting game as they do not call me back or I do not get informed of them calling. I sure hope to god that I get ajob soon. I feel like I am a pathetic loser that cannot perform in life. Like Kaitlin thinking that I do not wanna work. I want to be able to provide enough money for the both of us to survive. I Love her soo much that it hurts inside when I cannot make her happy. The reason that all of the yelling happens is that I am soo stressed out from not having a job and it frustrates me thinking that I can't be happy if she is not happy and it makes her frustrated that I don't have a job. I just wish that for once I can keep her happy. I love her with all of my heart and I don't think that all the skeptism is necessary. I would do anything for that girl, I would give the world for her. Oh, did I forget to mention that I'm going to marry her. I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with her. I believe that she is the one for me. WEll if you got complaints leave a comment. I'm just speaking what's on my mind.well ttyl