so uhhh. . . . yea

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mikey's bein kinda cranky. i think i upset him by being irritated that he would need me to drive him around just so he can see his dad, and in turn i went and got huffy and wrote my dear friend aimee and told her i can't make it to her wedding. then mike talks to his father and tells him that he can't make it out today just so i'll be able to go and see aimme and go to the wedding, but i had already written aimee and i'd feel like an ass to write her a third time asking (for a second time) the directions up there . . . plus, i know mike wouldn't come with me anyways. and as much as i hate to admit it, i'm terrible with directions and would have loved having his company . . . i don't know anyone from where she's living, and mike's much better then i am at starting conversations . . . it'd be easier for me if he was there, and i know he won't want to. so, as much as i don't want him to know all that and feel bad and feel like he's making me not go . . . . it does bother me.

i know he feels the same way i do about work, and about how the days off are WAY too short . . . but it's still bothersome that we don't DO anything. he normally sits on this computer playing his games until he dies or gets pissed off for some reason and slams it shut and storms around, then cools off and he's ok. he may even get some sleep. and i'm normally sleeping a ton, going out on my own (which i may be doing in just a little bit), or reading a ton. and he feels like doing nothing.

so yea, i'm gonna give him the computer.
maybe go do something.
what would i give for some numbers or something . . .