Apr 15, 2005 16:43
Fuming. Irate. Furious. Seething. Inscenced. Ticked off. Enraged. Every synonym that goes with those.
*sigh*
My mother..is THE most..ugh ignorant, inconsiderate, cold hearted yatch on the face of the planet.
snooping behind my back
bringing up the past
judging someone she doesn't even know
i could go on and on...
I don't think I've ever been this angry with her. It seems like my eyes always hurt because they're stinging back tears these days when it comes to her. I can be so happy out with friends or whatever, and then I come home to her. She makes me sick. I've lost the will to fight with her about thigngs, so I just turn my back and walk away, which of course only ignites her fury more. I hope that when I eventually do up and leave, that she'll realize it's all her fault. That she's reduced me to this state of utter confusion and anger towards her.
*sigh*
It's time to put on a happy face though.
Everything will be forgotten the moment I get in the car, turn up the radio, and go see people who actually do care about me.