ugh
im so stressing over this college thing. like i have no idea what the hell is going on. like im staying in town. and so many people tell me to do fsu and thens o many people tell me it would be better to go to tcc and then transfer to fsu.. and yeah thats what i planned at first.. but i dunno. and like i said earlier if i do apply for fsu itll be to start int he summer session. whcih will get me 2 classes right there, so 4 semesters added to the 2 semesters i already have now for doing dual enrollment. and i mean already enrolled at tcc... so i mean i have no worries about that.. but i mean im guess im worried about fsu. im really worried abou applying there and not be accepted.. and it has alot to do wtih stephen. liek even before we got really seriously my plans were always tcc 2 yrs then fsu or fsu for the full 4 yrs.. you know.. but i mean he's been accepted.. he could of gone to any college he wanted to in florida.. and i cant even get accepted to fsu. and yeah ill probably end up with the 75% (maybe 100%.. but that would be a miracle).. and yeah id get the same scholarship as he did.. but if that ends up being the only way im accepted in.. then that would suck b/c yeah. i dont know i guess im just scared to be like yeah i didnt get accepted to stephen and him be like oh ive got a stupid girlfriend.. get what im saying?i mean i want him to be proud of me just as much as i want my parents to be proud of me. and like i said even if i do get accepted im not necessarily going to go there... but i dunno.. its all a bunch of stress.. time to eat