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For those who actually read my live journal these days..
Things here are bright as always. I mean there are some down moments but for the most part it's still cloud nine. With each day it seems Ben and I are building on the relationship we already had. Strengthening our lines of communication, seeing as we are both better at communicating with each other when we are nothing more than friends, and when we can do it from a computer. But we're working on it. I'm slowly getting to know his dad, which is pretty cool. I like his dad, he's pretty laid back and some what easy to talk to. Which allows me to learn things about Ben, and see him from his dad's perspective. Ben is amazing though, I've never felt or been so loved before. Last night he messages me on messanger, waits maybe sixty seconds before calling my cell phone because he wanted badly to see me. Now the reason for his adorable impatience was because I haven't seen him since about Monday night because he has been sick and needed his rest. Which is also why I didn't get to spend nearly as much time with him lastnight as I might have liked to. However tonight should make up for it as I will likely be spending the night there. Granted a good portion of the time I am there he will be playing the new PC game I bought him yesturday, but that's okay. That is why I take my laptop with me. hehe. I don't mind, he's adorable when he's playing his games, and besides every so often he'll turn and lean over and kiss me, tell me he loves me and flash me that sweet smile of his before he goes back to his game. So I don't mind, besides I always get time with him outside of his games too.
For the first time I am actually starting to kind of look forward to my birthday. Twenty-two isn't a big deal really, but he's working on something to surprise me with on my birthday, and I think he's still planning to try and take me out to dinner on top of that.Then again he takes me out to dinner any chance he gets. Which is nice, for the most part he refuses to let me pay for dinner. The only time doesn't really count, once I paid for us to both eat Jack in the Box, the next night I ordered pizza. So nothing big or fancy really. But it's a start! He's supposed to be going up to Cali with me when I get the time off and the funds to go, which I am working to make sure isn't too terribly far off (which means within the next two yrs ~_~). I also want to find a way to take him to Hawaii with me when I go visit my very best friend, TLC. She has been begging me to come see her since she moved there when we were thirteen. She is now begging I bring him along with me when I go so that I can meet her beaux and she can meet mine. Which is fine by me afterall. Though she is also supposed to be in Texas in November according to the last time I talked to her. So I am hoping that works out because I was at least eighteen the last time I saw her.. and I miss my girl!