Jun 20, 2004 01:34
Ok, so sorry I havent updated in a while. I will update more later, i promise. With that said, onward.
I had a long talk with my dad on the way home from the valley. He basically said I was an inconvience on him. Thanks dad. We talked about why I was going to palmdale, and why I really shouldnt be. I am going for you guys, my friends. I could really care less what school im at, if it wasnt for you. Do you even know how much I have gone through to be able to stay here? You think its fuckin easy? Well its not. And what do you people do? Some of you move schools, some of you go on IS, some of you move in general, some of you talk shit behind my back, some of you ignore me.. Yeah, sure thats not everyone, but still. There is maybe 1 or 2 people that I am staying for. So much abuse for two fucking people. I wonder if its worth it.. Some of you are probibly moving over the summer anyway. So why the hell do I do it? Someone please fuckin tell me. Why dont I make things easier and just go to highland? It would make my parents lifes easier, it would make my life easier, it would make your life easier. Hell, one less body you gotta drag along. Yet here I am, yelling at my parents about how nessicary for me to go to palmdale. "Ill change, i promise" BULLSHIT, i know i wont. "Ill stay out of trouble, i promise" BULLSHIT, i know i wont. "Ill bring home good grades" BULLSHIT, i know i wont. Yet here I am, telling boldfaced lies to my parents, for you. Yes the two of you.
your welcome.