It wasn't my fault.
I never distanced myself from you. Did I hold on too tightly? Is that why I was rejected? I have so many questions that I want answered, but I fear if I ask you will push me away again. I'm tired of this empty feeling that I get everytime I think about you. Blahblahblahblahblah. Don't stand me up again; you know I'd be happy to see you if only for a few minutes.