a walk around writer's block

[65redroses]

i have been staring at this empty screen for days
not sure of what to say
is this writer's block?
wait
if this is writer's block
does that mean i'm a writer?
that's funny
i feel like i fell into this
i never meant for all this to happen
'writer' was never one of my 'what i'm going to be when i grow up'
this blog was always a means to an end
a place to rant about the gross details of having cf
mucous, nebulizers and pills... oh my!
to meet others who 'get it'
find some common ground
ask questions about the details of living with CF that the doctors could never answer
will a G-tube feed affect my sex life?
does an ERCP hurt?
how to suppress a cough onstage?
i started typing
found the LJ CF community
introduced myself, asked for friends
cracked open the door of my heart
and a bunch of you swung that door right open
marched in
set up camp for the long haul

this journal became friendships
a little unconventional perhaps
but real, deep-rooted friendships
we share love, laughs, tears and a similar genetic default