To Do List
There's a lot of shit i really should do. Make money (god I wish that was easy...fuckin reality), write more (I have stories haunting me and I do nothing about it? damn...), not got sick (cause that's easy), do all my homework (I've been good recently, don't want to fuck up garduation 56 more dayssss), and gift shop (but I need to fix number one on this mini list first). Damn this sucks. And I'm kind of lazy nowadays too so that doesn't help much. I've got to just...get moving or something.
Today was fine. I felt like an idiot this morning but all was well once I left...and dragged Nicole...and we got Alison to come too...wow. Next time let's bring a whole group and go to Denny's. That sounds both appetizing and sad at once I'm not quite sure why.
I guess it's cause I feel like I really don't do a lot with my life...holy shit (and here comes some sort of enlightenment) that's why I won't get a job. Cause i feel like I'll get sucked into something and won't be able to get out and I feel like I do even less with my life. I'm scared of uncomfortable routines. Funny, I got in small talk about this earlier with Jason when I was paying for my sushi. Maybe it was a really good idea we ditched, hopefully that thought won't change.