goddammit...
god dammit this shit is gone. i dont know what is up or down. and its weird when you think like one thing could have made everything to be different and it makes you think. i dont know anything. i need warmth and youthfulness again, and mabe something soft to wrap myself in. this might be the most uncormfortable ive felt since the beginning of the school year and i have absolutely no idea why. maybe...yeah.