Grainy Voids
I can never tell what's going on in Ultrasound images. It just looks grainy and black, and I have to wonder if that's what I actually look on the inside. Full of black voids and shaded wrinkles. An unpleasant thought, really.
Either way, I hope that something will come of this one. Like an answer, or at least being able to tell me that my balls no longer have any cysts on them. I hope not. Doctors always ask me when my period is due/my last one ended or started. I have no fucking idea. I suppose I should keep track, but to my knowledge I've never been regular. I don't enjoy thinking about it much anyways.
The house feels weird so empty. And everyone is acting like things are normal, but it feels off somehow. It's comfortable here, though.