Jan 21, 2010 10:29
Oh hi guys.
I watched Chocolat last night, I'd forgotten how good a movie it was. I've seen a lot of good movies lately, I'm glad I've finally found the time to catch up on that.
I have a stable job right now, that I'm pretty sure I can keep for a good long time.
I have a really nice apartment that's comfortable to live in. I think I'll be staying there a while.
I think I've settled into a lifestyle that I like finally, it took a while, but I'm staying this way.
In a couple of months, I'll start being able to save money again, and pay back some people that I owe money to.
I feel more alive right now than I've ever felt.
This is my formal apology, to anyone who reads this, and anyone who doesn't. It's mostly a reference for myself, but lucky you if you happen to be reading.
I am truly deeply sorry for ignoring the world for the past three months. I needed to isolate myself. I needed to separate myself from everything that was going on, pull myself out of the picture, analyze who I was, what the world was, how I'm supposed to fit into it, what I'm supposed to do. Everything became so confusing for me, I needed to be defined apart from everything, and focus on a few choice goals.
I am very sorry for ignoring anyone who tried to get a hold of me. I just needed a couple of long deep breaths. I kind of still do, but it's not as bad now.
To quote a very good friend, Life is good.