Learning Forgiveness

Mar 15, 2008 13:56

Title:Learning Forgiveness
Rating: PG-13 for language
Genre: Angst?
Disclaimer: Don't own 'em
A/N: This was brought about by things going on with me right now, and reading back through it I'm not all that fond of it...I might revise it upon a later date

Do you know what it means to give forgiveness to someone? )

kangteuk

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 20:49:06 UTC
-Stalks again-

BAD KANGIN FOR CHEATING ON ANGEL TEUKIE!
Teuk is such an Angel for forgiving Kangin tho!!
-Wonders who Kangin cheated on Teuk with >__> is it one of the suju boys?- XDDDD

And to reply ur last msg, YEHBUM IS WONDERFUL!!! XDD
But I also <3 YehWon, but then again. I <3333 most pairings with Yesung XDDD But YeTeuk HAS to be on the top of my list XPPP

<333

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 20:55:35 UTC
-is stalked- ^^

Uhh...I dunno who he cheated on him with...This was brought about from a situation much like this happning to me,except my guy was 300 miles away and didn't get to explain or apologize.
So this was my personal opinion on forgivness...

YehBum is the nest thing in the history of Suju fandom! (Can you tell I'm obsessed? XD)
Your YehBum icon makes me love you more thn I already do!
<3333

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 21:06:23 UTC
Awww I see. But if that were to happen to me, I dont think i will be able to forgive. (Which im pretty much waiting for it to happen since my bf is on the other side of the world now)
Call me selfish but in my opinion, once the trust is broken, it will always be broken. >______>''

Obessed? arent we all? coz I know for sure I am too XDDD
-ish loved-
Yays for YehBum Icon!! And i <3 u for <3'ing me!! XDDD
<333

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 21:13:35 UTC
It's not selfish, its natural.
Lots of groveling and proof that hes sorry is needed, but i'm a naturally forgiving person, so not forgiving goes against my nature and thats very difficult for me. ^^;
He's not necissarily gonna cheat on ya.
Where is he? And where are you? And how long is he gonna be where he is?

^^
I totally have no problem with being obsessed!
-huggles-
You read 'Why Couldn't you Just' right?

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 21:24:05 UTC
I am also a forgiving person, but not in a relationship. I have weird weird views on relationships >___>''
Im in the UK, and he left on tues for Hong Kong. But to tell the truth, we both don't know when he will be comming back.
I not saying he well, but well, i dont know if he can fight of temptation XPPP and some how, for some reason, im already expecting it to happen x___x''

Yes! Lets all be obsessed with Yesung and YeBum XDDD They're too good to not be obsessed with lol!
-huggles back-
I was just about to go read it, since i am slowly stalking my way around ur journal XDD

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 21:29:37 UTC
S'ok, I have weird veiws on just abouut everything.^^
We are all the product of circumstance.
I'm in Texas, Courpus Christi area to be exact and he moved to Dallas, he was supposed to come back but because of this he didn't.
Why is he in Hong Kong?
yeah, I was expecting it to happen to me too.

Indeed! They have a YehBum fansite that I'm a part of on livejournal and they have like 3 video clips with thos two and they're adorable! I'm such a fangirl^^"
Hehe, I feel really special, my journal's never been stalked before.

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 21:42:41 UTC
Well, Im asian myself, and so is my bf. But ive lived in the UK for over 10 years. Due to visa problems, my bf has to leave, and until his visa is granted, he cant come back. And we dont have a clue when it will be granted ......
Funny thing is, i am a carefree person and tend to be happy bout everything. But when it comes to relationships, I tend to be (as my friend put it) cold-blooded ..... >______>;; just becoz i dont jump around and squeal when my bf calls me x___x'' but then again, passion tend to die out after 5 years in a relationship XPPP

Ooooooh!! Ive join that comm too!! And i was all smiley and was giggling when i watched those vids XDDD
Did u see the YehBum moments on EBH? it was <3333333!!!

lol!! Im glad u liked being stalked XDDD ..... that sounds so weird XDDD

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 21:47:22 UTC
Ah~
5 YEARS??!!
Jeeze thats really impressive...I'm only 16 so a relationship that long and serious is realy impressive to me...That and the fact that serious relationships scareme rigt now...

I haven't been ablet o watch all of EHB but I've gotten up to ep 6 and i wasn't really watching for it, but now Im gonna go through what I can and lok for it!

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 21:55:54 UTC
Yes, even im shocked at how long this relationship lasted XP it started with i was 17. so really, its shocking XDDDDD
but prob coz its been such a long time relationship, i feel kinda trapped ..... -sigh- yup, I can actually agree with my friend, that i am cold blooded XPPPPP

If u want, i can tell u which ep had YehBum in it XDDD
I heard theres gonna be 2nd season of EBH but im not sure yet! I hope there will be more, it was just soooo much fun to watch XDDDD and it deffo helps with all those 'moments' heehee

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 22:03:06 UTC
Wow...
thats abso-fucking-lutely amazing.
I'm sure...I felt trapped in the relationship I just got outta and that only lasted 4 months.

Nah~
I've gotta watch 'em all anyways so I'll see if i can find it myself, if not then I'll ask for help!

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 22:09:18 UTC
Before this relationship, my longest relationship was 6 months. which was long for being 16 XDDD
and now i have out done myself! which i cant say im 'proud' >___>
im also worried that this relationship will 'drag' on coz im too worried about hurting the other x__x''

oki doki! since im such a fangirl, i can still remember which eps had YehBum moments lol

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 22:13:00 UTC
Wow...
Before I got cheated on my longest was around 6 months, but my relationship that ened with me being cheated on lasted 1 yeah and 2 months i think...
If it doesn't make you happy anymore than you need to end it even if it might hurt him. Its not fair to either of you.

Wow...Thats awesome!

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 22:16:40 UTC
Believe it or not, I have tried to end it. It did NOT turn out as I planned. And after awhile, things went from cold and uncaring to caring again. But at this moment, I just want to finish it. But with him on the other side of the world, its not easy tracking him down to get the message to him!!!

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 22:23:45 UTC
Hmm...
That sounds kinda irritating...Doesn't he have a phone you can reach him at?

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xvxkuromi July 26 2008, 22:28:54 UTC
He does, but i cant help it if he dont answer and he didnt turn on the voicemail option x________x'''
and i dont really wanna call him home and talk to his mother. (I heard he adores me and will prob end up guilt-tripping me for breaking up with her son) ........

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5_risen_demon_5 July 26 2008, 22:44:00 UTC
Ugh...
Thats really kinda annoying.
Don't he call you back when he sees he's missed a call?

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