I've Vented, I Slept. I Had Fun. I Cant Talk To Her, She's Not Gonna Be There Monday And Tuesday. GAH! Well I Hope He's There Tomorrow, Probably Wouldnt Be But I Can Dream. Well Its More Of A Hoping Rather Then A Dreaming. I Would Really Enjoy Talking To One Of Them. I Need It. Sometimes I Can Be Mean But Then I Realize That I Was Mean So I Go And Apologize To The One I Was Mean To If They Deserve It. I Feel Bad About Him. I Shouldnt Have Been That Mean, I Like Him Too Much To Be That Mean To Him. He Didnt Deserve It. I Was Just Emotional At The Time. Well I Guess He Did Kind Of Deserve It But Not Really. Wow, Things Are Getting So Messed Up. So In Other News, My Friend Kayla Has My Piece, She Stoled It! Not Really I Asked Her To Hold On To It For Me And I Just Forgot To Ask For It Back. AH! She Also Has My Soda! I Need That! Well Yea I Think I Might Call Mike Up, Ask If He's Wants To Play Tennis. Maybe I'll Call Melinda If Mike Cant.
You Know, This Next Part Might Sound A lIttle Weird But I Dont Care What You Think!
For As Long As I Can Remember, I've Had A Hard Time Trusting People. I Would Have To Know Them For Nearly 6 Months Before I Trusted Them With Such Unimportant Things Like My Phone Number. But Just This Year I Met Someone Who I Can Trust With Anything And Everything And Not Have Her Judge Me On It. She Is Kind, Loving, Trustworthy, Amazing And Beautiful. She Is The First Person In A Very Long Time I've Been Able To Trust. And When She Leaves Me I Dont Know How I'll Deal Without Her. I'm Just Trying To Enjoy The Time I Have With Her And Cherish Each Moment With Her. She Has Quickly Become One Of My BEST Friends And She Always Will Be. I Love You Kat.