I feel like an explanation is in order for my last two entries. I don't feel like explaining really, so I'll just give you the quick version and come back and tell y'all about it when I'm feeling less lazy.
Basically, I feel guilty.
And not even the regular sort of guilty for doing something wrong, I feel guilty because of the way I am. See, I get depressed a lot.
A lot, a lot.
And it isn't pretty, not at all. So, you know who comes flying to the rescue? Moonlight. And this is totally not cool with me because she has problems of her own (not to mention her own Depression) without having to try and take care of this fool here.
Its not fair to her at all, I can barely control myself and I don't want her trying to make it better. It just isn't fair.
And she's the love of my life, like my own sister. But there are just things I have to figure out on my own.
Alone.
And she won't let me do it, because she's afraid of what might happen to me. Everyone is afraid of what might happen to me.
Well they need to STOP.
Because I don't like when people worry about me.
~Shattered