Dirty Little Secret

[4shatteredstars]

"You should talk to someone."

These words don't mean anything to me anymore. There are so many people who I have tried to talk to about how depressed I am but they never listen to me. They're either too busy, too annoyed, too annoying, too uncaring or just plain insensitive and I really don't have the kind of emotional stamina to deal with them, not

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[isthisrespekt]

:/ I've been there. Hell, I still am there, in many ways. It's not easy, but you can work on this. Life isn't going to be perfect (and I'm sure you know that, being the smart person that you are), but it can become...bearable. Personally, I don't go for getting "help" anymore, either. I've lost faith in the system behind it, so I try to find ways of helping myself. Even if it's just enough to get by, even if it's just for now... it's something.

You'll get through this. You owe it to yourself, even if you don't think so.

[4shatteredstars]

I don't feel like I owe anything to myself. I'm just an annoyance.