So I've been spending less and less time online lately. I still log on to IN through my phone ever so often and check FB, but I don't get on as much. I have no desire to. Tim and I have been spending more time together, even if it's just watching T.V. We don't fight as much, things aren't 100% better but they're slowly getting there ( Read more... )

So after my last update I had a long talk with my friend Vall. I had told her what my choices were. I made the decision to leave KiKi here at my parents house and move into my mother in law's house with Tim and our dog Mya. His mom is super thrilled about it apparently. I'm having mixed feelings. I'm going to miss my cat to death, but I know this ( Read more... )

One more year and hopefully we will be out of my parents house and living on our own in our own house. I can't wait. It's wearing on us this living with my parents, my brother and my aunt. Frustrating ( Read more... )

My mother called Tim tonight...told him that the man who's been my dad's best friend since school and my second 'father' has only a few days to live...I'm stunned...and depressed. I don't want him to go...I don't want him to die ( Read more... )

It's been almost 20 days since I've updated. I'm so tired. You see I have this rash of sorts (not sure what it is) and it itches like crazy (dad thinks it may be poison ivy) the doc gave me some medicine but it causes difficulty in sleeping. It sucks. I slept so bad last night and have been up since like 6:30. Tim is in the bedroom right now ( Read more... )

It's really hard right now. My great aunt El (Eleanor) died Thursday and tomorrow is the funeral. I miss Tim right now because I'm at the parents house. I feel about crying right now cause I miss him so bad and want him to be here and because I miss aunt El and wish she would have been able to see me marry. But from what I hear she was in a lot of ( Read more... )