out of the wreckage
These were just some quotes that I can really relate to right now...I've been feelin kinda lonely and depressed and I'm not sure exactly why.
if i gave everything would you still listen to me? it could be so much better than this. it could be so much better. i don't want you to love me anymore than enough. i can't be held accountable if you can't make up your mind tonight. as much as i would like to, i can't put my hands all over you. if i put myself in that position myself to be immune to you, to keep my heart from breaking if you can't make up your mind. if i came home one last time, think of what the two of us could do. i guess we'll never know
Here's another one
Clever got me this far, then tricky got me in.
Eye on what I'm after; I don't need another friend.
Smile and drop the cliche, 'till you think I'm listening.
I take just what I came for, then I'm out the door again.
Peripheral long the package. Don't care to settle in.
Time to feed the monster; I don't need another friend.
Comfort is a mystery, crawling out of my own skin.
Just give me what I came for, then I'm out the door again.
Lie to get what I came for.
Lie to get just what I need.
Lie to get what I crave.
Lie and smile to get what's mine.
Eye on what I'm after ;I don't need another friend.
Nod and watch your lips move if you need me to pretend.
Because clever got me this far, then tricky got me in.
I'll take just what I came for, then I'm out the door again.
So anyway... I saw Jimmy today for the first time since we've broken up. It was... awkward. I didn't know what to say or how to act. I didn't want to be too friendly because I didn't want him to think I still want him (which I do, but he can't know that). His son was there so we didn't really talk which is good and bad since I still don't understand why we can't be together. Maybe we'll get back wih each other once I move into my dorm. But maybe I'm just stupid. Well, at least we're still friends. Whatever.