my heart beats in breakdowns
i really cared about him. and i thought things were perfect. is there something about me that's fundamentally un-loveable? i was so happy. whenever i thought about him i was happy. and now i can't get him out of my head but the thought of him makes me sad. and he wants to stay friends but i don't want to see him move on... if he shows up to a party im at with another girl i'll go spastic. or maybe i'll just cry.