How can the girl who has everything feel so empty?
I am wondering how the girl who thought that she had it all can suddenly feel so empty. I am the girl who has a boyfriend and yet right now I feel alone. I am just starting to realize that Jeremy and I aren't in the same place right now. I have been really starting to feel for him and I realized tonight that he is still seing us as a wait and see thing. I don't think that we'll last forever or something but I have been feeling really good about us. I have been feeling like there is a real conection. I don't think that he's there yet and I feel like such an idiot for thinking he was. I just want this so much and I guess I only have myself to blame here. I just feel really stupid. I need to put some distance between Jeremy and I before I get hurt.