Go figure
Who would have thought that everything I thought about a person could be completely and totally true. Its strange how one mistake can open your eyes to the world around you and how much bullshit is actually in it. I'm finally seeing people for what they truly are. Or maybe i always knew and just didn't want to believe.
*sigh*
everyone seems to want to know why and the truth is...i don't know. It could have been because i wanted to know why someone would do such a thing. Maybe I thought that by doing it I would understand why it was done to me...but in all reality i don't. I don't understand any better now than I did before...in fact i understand less now..Why would anyone want to do something like that and then have to live with the guilt, the pain of know what you did, and knowing that you did that to someone you care about. Why? Why did i do it? Why does anyone do it?
does it really matter though? either way i still screwed up and once i accept that and learn from my mistakes i will hopefully be able to be a better person.
*sigh*
everyone seems to want to know why and the truth is...i don't know. It could have been because i wanted to know why someone would do such a thing. Maybe I thought that by doing it I would understand why it was done to me...but in all reality i don't. I don't understand any better now than I did before...in fact i understand less now..Why would anyone want to do something like that and then have to live with the guilt, the pain of know what you did, and knowing that you did that to someone you care about. Why? Why did i do it? Why does anyone do it?
does it really matter though? either way i still screwed up and once i accept that and learn from my mistakes i will hopefully be able to be a better person.