i'm above the law. and comepletly in awe...
friday night i spent about 2 hours in the back of a cop car. an undercover decetive rolled up on me and danielle and matt, smoking the very end of a massive blunt... needless to say the cop was pissed. i told him exactly where the pot was and he called for back up and in about 3 mins there were 5 cop cars. i'm not even kidding 5 cop cars rolled up and they put us in the back of separate cars, after the bitch female cop patted me down and gave me shit for having money in my bra and i was so polite to her and i cracked a joke with her and she just looked at me with a death glare i fucken hate bitch cops. they searched my car and they took my bowl and what was left of the roach that i never put out when the cop knocked on the window... it sucked, there were So0o0o0o0o0o0o many cops and i was 100% posotive that i was FUCKED and about to be under arrest. there was the sargent an detective and 4 other cops all i could think of was "they are never gonna let me go, i can not talk my way out of this, i was wearing a rasta dredhat theres no way this will end well" i look to the car next to me and danielle is in the back she looked like she was crying and i crossed my hands and pleaded with god to get me out of this for danielles sake b/c she didn't even want to smoke this blunt and the detective comes and sits in the back of the car next to me and tells me "were gonna let you go" but he made me leave my car there and i had to call KARA to pick me up... kara rolled up and looks at the cop and says "aw cops ha ha you're making me so nervous" and the cop laughed and i told him when kara got arrested for this same thing i went and picked her up from the station so shes returning the favor and he laughed... i had to sell my soul and be nice to the cops but there was no way in hell i was going down like that, if i ever get arrested it gonna be for something far worse than baking out my car and smoking a blunt... i asked the cop if i could keep my bowl he said "what do you think" and i said "uhm Yes!" and he said "no"... so he got my bowl... that pig...
i spent a sat. night in my house... i know no one believes it but i did. i went for a drive with jesse and other than that i did nothing... the nameless wonder called me last night asking what i was up to and if i was around his town or if i had heard from his friends and when i told him i was home and bored and in shock that its sat and i'm home sober and rocking out modest mouse he told me i should feel like a looser b/c theres nothing wrong with staying home, b/c he loves to stay home. everyone knows how much i love to be home and lately i've been doing the exact oppisite and i've been telling my self lately that i should want to go out all the time and i've been ignoring the intense need to roll around in my blankets...
its so nice to know someone who feels exactly how i feel. its nice to know that i'm not completely crazy and that there is someone who understands how i feel and not b/c i gave an indepth descripstion but just b/c they can read between my lines...
friday night long after the cop incident... while sitting in the car with the nameless wonder waiting for our friends who were franticly trying to figure out something that i was completely uninterestied in, with all this madness around the car i sat in the front seat spacing out gazing at the fog on the wondow and i turned and said to him "do you feel like you have NO control over anything... including your own actions ???" when i paused mid-sentence he nodded his head and wrote "none" in the fog. for once I had nothing more to say. there were no other words exchanged just the same look on both our faces, i took a deep breath and felt more content than i can ever remember...
i spent a sat. night in my house... i know no one believes it but i did. i went for a drive with jesse and other than that i did nothing... the nameless wonder called me last night asking what i was up to and if i was around his town or if i had heard from his friends and when i told him i was home and bored and in shock that its sat and i'm home sober and rocking out modest mouse he told me i should feel like a looser b/c theres nothing wrong with staying home, b/c he loves to stay home. everyone knows how much i love to be home and lately i've been doing the exact oppisite and i've been telling my self lately that i should want to go out all the time and i've been ignoring the intense need to roll around in my blankets...
its so nice to know someone who feels exactly how i feel. its nice to know that i'm not completely crazy and that there is someone who understands how i feel and not b/c i gave an indepth descripstion but just b/c they can read between my lines...
friday night long after the cop incident... while sitting in the car with the nameless wonder waiting for our friends who were franticly trying to figure out something that i was completely uninterestied in, with all this madness around the car i sat in the front seat spacing out gazing at the fog on the wondow and i turned and said to him "do you feel like you have NO control over anything... including your own actions ???" when i paused mid-sentence he nodded his head and wrote "none" in the fog. for once I had nothing more to say. there were no other words exchanged just the same look on both our faces, i took a deep breath and felt more content than i can ever remember...