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i havent felt like updating lately, but i have nothing better to do, so i guess i will now.
this weekend was good and bad i guess... friday i hung out w/jezka n everyone at crystals and got fucked up, saturday me, jezka, vitaly, greg, mike, sam, crystal, marlene, jessica, and brittany all went to miss Q's and i watched them play pool n talked to greg becuz i guess he was interested in me, and not to mention he's extremely hott :) me and him left the pool hall to go get cigarettes for me n jezka and when we got back we just chilled in his car for a few and... talked kinda... lol. so saturday was a pretty fun day fur sure. and today me, jezka, vitaly, n greg were all supposed to hang out but we never talked to greg, which sucked, so me jezka vitaly n sam all went driving for a while, then i watched part of American History X in vitaly's car, got bored n decided to go home...
not the funnest weekend, but its straight. i think i kinda like greg from what i know about him, and jezka says he likes me, but idk... greg's an awesome person, and hott as hell, so i dont know what he would see in me, but who knows. i had fun with him, but he soo hard to read, so i cant really tell how he feels. im soo confused right now, and soo lonely, i hate it. idk what to do at all... i need help, lol. because im completely lost. i just hope i get to hang out with greg more and get to know him better... i think that would make me happy. but who knows, i guess we'll have to wait and see.
but i dont feel like typing anymore, so im out for now. i'll update later.
keep it real
:-/
xoxoAmberxoxo
this weekend was good and bad i guess... friday i hung out w/jezka n everyone at crystals and got fucked up, saturday me, jezka, vitaly, greg, mike, sam, crystal, marlene, jessica, and brittany all went to miss Q's and i watched them play pool n talked to greg becuz i guess he was interested in me, and not to mention he's extremely hott :) me and him left the pool hall to go get cigarettes for me n jezka and when we got back we just chilled in his car for a few and... talked kinda... lol. so saturday was a pretty fun day fur sure. and today me, jezka, vitaly, n greg were all supposed to hang out but we never talked to greg, which sucked, so me jezka vitaly n sam all went driving for a while, then i watched part of American History X in vitaly's car, got bored n decided to go home...
not the funnest weekend, but its straight. i think i kinda like greg from what i know about him, and jezka says he likes me, but idk... greg's an awesome person, and hott as hell, so i dont know what he would see in me, but who knows. i had fun with him, but he soo hard to read, so i cant really tell how he feels. im soo confused right now, and soo lonely, i hate it. idk what to do at all... i need help, lol. because im completely lost. i just hope i get to hang out with greg more and get to know him better... i think that would make me happy. but who knows, i guess we'll have to wait and see.
but i dont feel like typing anymore, so im out for now. i'll update later.
keep it real
:-/
xoxoAmberxoxo