long time no update....so here you are
i am no longer living with my "evil" mother... i am now living with my friend lisa and her family as my parents are liveing in Arizona now.... so i now have more "freedoms" i guess.... i've been getting really sick a lot lately... i can't really eat or i get sick... my stomach can't handle it anymore i guess... i feel like throwing up from the minute i wake up to the minute i go to bed... i feel light headed and sickly... i overcome it sometimes but others... it's impossible too.. way too painful.
i had a stomach pain attac at my boyfriends and i was hovering over my stomach crying and shakeing ... they pain is getting worse... and it scared him terribly.. and i feel bad that he had to see me in such pain. it's not something i want people too see... makes me feel weak and helpless.. and i hate feeling like that.
i am still in the search for a job. but seems nobody is hireing. so i may go and work at Alberstson's late night shifts putting things on the shelves and working in the shadows... makeing about 12 bucks an hour ... good enough pay i gues.. until i get the job with lisa's dad's friend as a land scaper/ construction help makeing about 20 bucks an hour. yep.
school is almost back and i hate to say it but YAY!!!!!!! summer has been kinda well... blah.
i am going on vacation to McCall Idaho with leigh and her family starting Tuesday and will be getting back in August. ^_^ me and leigh are going to go swimming at the lake like everyday and get tan and YAY lol... just haveing fun and stuff... ^_^ i promised to call a few people while i'm on vava... just Ron and lisa... that's all... i will miss my ron!!!
well i dont know what else to say... i'm sure you are really bored of my talk by now...lol..
coco,
jes
i had a stomach pain attac at my boyfriends and i was hovering over my stomach crying and shakeing ... they pain is getting worse... and it scared him terribly.. and i feel bad that he had to see me in such pain. it's not something i want people too see... makes me feel weak and helpless.. and i hate feeling like that.
i am still in the search for a job. but seems nobody is hireing. so i may go and work at Alberstson's late night shifts putting things on the shelves and working in the shadows... makeing about 12 bucks an hour ... good enough pay i gues.. until i get the job with lisa's dad's friend as a land scaper/ construction help makeing about 20 bucks an hour. yep.
school is almost back and i hate to say it but YAY!!!!!!! summer has been kinda well... blah.
i am going on vacation to McCall Idaho with leigh and her family starting Tuesday and will be getting back in August. ^_^ me and leigh are going to go swimming at the lake like everyday and get tan and YAY lol... just haveing fun and stuff... ^_^ i promised to call a few people while i'm on vava... just Ron and lisa... that's all... i will miss my ron!!!
well i dont know what else to say... i'm sure you are really bored of my talk by now...lol..
coco,
jes