Update
well, has been a long time since i have made an entry in this silly thing. not as though people actually read it. so yeah.
my house is finally up for sale. estimated time left in Washington is about a month.... so yeah Arizona here i come. *dramatic music*
well track is ok. but so far i only have ONE enemy... well she started out being a girl i didnt like but she treated my baby brother like shit so now she is my enemy. next time i see her she's getting a smack down!! damned bitch!!
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well not a lot has happened to me. chris hasn't been calling as much as he used to. i'm not complaining though, he has a right to his own life. but it would be nice to hear his voice at least once a week; is that hard? but i dont want to be a bitch about it, that reminds me. according to my mom i've been playing the bitch card a lot lately, *sigh* only because i'm fed up with everything that is going on lately. the move, my mom and her constant put downs (such as: god majestic you are ugly if you lost weight you would be somewhat pretty, or what the hell does chris see in you you are fat and you a bitch and the latest do you want to be a fat bride? fat brides are ugly you know they dont make pretty wedding dresses for fat girls) sometimes i get so fed up with it all i feel like stabbing someone, or cutting ...
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school bites. i'm tired of all the teachers telling me i'm not doing well enough when i do all my work and all assignments; pisses me off though cause seems no matter how hard i study or how much work i do still i fail tests *sigh* maybe school is not my thing. or maybe i need more hands on?!?!?
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when i move i'm gettin a 1960 Dodge Charger!!!!!!!!!! sweet i know *giggles with glee* i'm so excited that is my ULTIMATE DREAM CAR!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ *jumps for joy* chris is buying his minivan.... yes a minivan. lol. i think it's cute. ^_^
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my stomach has been killing me lately, seems everything i each makes me throw up. my stomach most the time grumbles like it's hungry but when i eat it come back up. i dont get it. it upsets me. well not that i need the food but i dont like the feeling, my stomach feels like someone is ripping it out peice by peice, and slowly. i re-injured my left knee again, and i threw out my shoulder. track meet thursday and i dont think i'm going to do that well....*sigh* i threw a 30' somthing in shot put the other day. but *shrugs* i dont know if i can thursday.... seems this week is going by slowly... next week is SPRING BREAK!!
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for spring break i was suppost to go to chris's but because of the move we can't afford it so i just have to wait... like a MONTH!!! cursed them people. hopefully the house might ..(just might) sell in a couple more weeks not a month then i get to live with chris earlier!! ^_^ YAY! i'm on the pill, and no side effects... so that's a good sign.
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today mom called me a whore. she said i'm going to hell because i'm not a vergin. told cj i'm not allowed to wear white on my wedding day, and i'm not allowed to get married in a church. because only ritchous people can. i felt like crying because it's not like i really wanted to loose my verginity; i blame sociaty! lol. not really. i will admit it i'm a horney bitch, but i still would have liked to stay a vergin. i mean geez wasn't really even that great. *giggles* hahahahahaha. *clears throught* i mean was my first time how would i know.riight?!?!? haha *sigh*
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my friend Katie Bryant is dateing isaac's older brother now well since x-mas break but she never talks about him much, well exept lately because of prom and all. today she asked me if isaac hated her. i said now, well he doesnt hate her, he just gets mad about his brother dateing because according to isaac he's an ass to all his girlfriends. but see katie isn't the suffocating type so i think it's fine. but not like i really care anyways...lol just thought it was odd that she asked me that.
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someone asked me if cj was dateing becca. jeez... they haven't even hung out since homecomeing. that i know of...*dramatic music*
i thought that was extreemly odd.... although i wouldnt mind if they were, i love becca she's awsome and i think her and my brother would make a cute couple. and i dont like many girls, i mean most of them are not good enough for my baby brother. being as he's only 15 he'll be 16 in May... *sigh* he's growing up so fast! *tearz*
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have i rambled on long enough yet??
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how about now???
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now?
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ok LOVE YOU!! byez
my house is finally up for sale. estimated time left in Washington is about a month.... so yeah Arizona here i come. *dramatic music*
well track is ok. but so far i only have ONE enemy... well she started out being a girl i didnt like but she treated my baby brother like shit so now she is my enemy. next time i see her she's getting a smack down!! damned bitch!!
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well not a lot has happened to me. chris hasn't been calling as much as he used to. i'm not complaining though, he has a right to his own life. but it would be nice to hear his voice at least once a week; is that hard? but i dont want to be a bitch about it, that reminds me. according to my mom i've been playing the bitch card a lot lately, *sigh* only because i'm fed up with everything that is going on lately. the move, my mom and her constant put downs (such as: god majestic you are ugly if you lost weight you would be somewhat pretty, or what the hell does chris see in you you are fat and you a bitch and the latest do you want to be a fat bride? fat brides are ugly you know they dont make pretty wedding dresses for fat girls) sometimes i get so fed up with it all i feel like stabbing someone, or cutting ...
............................
school bites. i'm tired of all the teachers telling me i'm not doing well enough when i do all my work and all assignments; pisses me off though cause seems no matter how hard i study or how much work i do still i fail tests *sigh* maybe school is not my thing. or maybe i need more hands on?!?!?
.........................
when i move i'm gettin a 1960 Dodge Charger!!!!!!!!!! sweet i know *giggles with glee* i'm so excited that is my ULTIMATE DREAM CAR!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ *jumps for joy* chris is buying his minivan.... yes a minivan. lol. i think it's cute. ^_^
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my stomach has been killing me lately, seems everything i each makes me throw up. my stomach most the time grumbles like it's hungry but when i eat it come back up. i dont get it. it upsets me. well not that i need the food but i dont like the feeling, my stomach feels like someone is ripping it out peice by peice, and slowly. i re-injured my left knee again, and i threw out my shoulder. track meet thursday and i dont think i'm going to do that well....*sigh* i threw a 30' somthing in shot put the other day. but *shrugs* i dont know if i can thursday.... seems this week is going by slowly... next week is SPRING BREAK!!
............................
for spring break i was suppost to go to chris's but because of the move we can't afford it so i just have to wait... like a MONTH!!! cursed them people. hopefully the house might ..(just might) sell in a couple more weeks not a month then i get to live with chris earlier!! ^_^ YAY! i'm on the pill, and no side effects... so that's a good sign.
.............................
today mom called me a whore. she said i'm going to hell because i'm not a vergin. told cj i'm not allowed to wear white on my wedding day, and i'm not allowed to get married in a church. because only ritchous people can. i felt like crying because it's not like i really wanted to loose my verginity; i blame sociaty! lol. not really. i will admit it i'm a horney bitch, but i still would have liked to stay a vergin. i mean geez wasn't really even that great. *giggles* hahahahahaha. *clears throught* i mean was my first time how would i know.riight?!?!? haha *sigh*
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my friend Katie Bryant is dateing isaac's older brother now well since x-mas break but she never talks about him much, well exept lately because of prom and all. today she asked me if isaac hated her. i said now, well he doesnt hate her, he just gets mad about his brother dateing because according to isaac he's an ass to all his girlfriends. but see katie isn't the suffocating type so i think it's fine. but not like i really care anyways...lol just thought it was odd that she asked me that.
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someone asked me if cj was dateing becca. jeez... they haven't even hung out since homecomeing. that i know of...*dramatic music*
i thought that was extreemly odd.... although i wouldnt mind if they were, i love becca she's awsome and i think her and my brother would make a cute couple. and i dont like many girls, i mean most of them are not good enough for my baby brother. being as he's only 15 he'll be 16 in May... *sigh* he's growing up so fast! *tearz*
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have i rambled on long enough yet??
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how about now???
......................
now?
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ok LOVE YOU!! byez