people might be happy to know....
me adn kevin broke up =( it hurts i cant live without him i hope this all works out with US togtehr i jsut eed him he promised me he would never break up he promised he wouldnt break up with me becuase of school and that he trusted me adn now ......it hurts i cant breathe i cant eat i cant sleep i cant even move sometimes..i wish this day never happen i wish i was never happy i wish people hated me more i wish i could be with him till i die but that cant happen and it hurts i cant kill myself becausde there might be hope but i cant sit and wait i dont know what to do there is die or wait i need him i love him and only him so you people that told him to break up with me thanks you all are worhtless mother fuckers and i ahet you all...god and i called you all friends looks like im alone again with no one..again..i love you kevin please im asking begging one more..please..i grew on him i fell inlove with him i will always love him..i broke him and now its my turn but im sorry i just love him and i will do anything to be with him just to prove to him i love him and only him i need him god do i ever..we had everything planed out this weekend and now this all happens im sorry this is all my fault..im fading away and i want to stay..i dont have a reason to get up and see each and every morning i hate the night and the stars..i hate skating..i hate everything that we did together because i know its not going to ever happen again..tring not to cry when im typing but its hard not to..i know he doesnt trust me but i didnt do anything i sware i just need him oh my god if you were ever in love as much as i am with him you would know where im coming from..i mean come on yeah people say they love the other but this isnt love this is something for way more..i love you kevin and i will forever till i fade away but i hope not soon..but im going to go i cant stand cring anymore and thinking it hurts im going to go..i love you KEVIN and only YOU forever and always