Jan 15, 2004 20:30
can you believe it i fucked up again..
i talked to this kid from school today to help this girl out named samantha and kevin IMed him and found out i was talking to him and he got pissed off at me so now i cant see him this wekkend all the things we had plained nothing will happen im told to do what i want and have fun and now look im not going to have fun..im going to prove to kevin that i love him and only him and im going to sit at home all weekend and wish i was with him...
maybe something will change maybe not..maybe it shouldnt maybe it should...maybe i should just drop my friends maye i shouldnt..maybe i should sleep maybe i shouldnt...maybe i should play a game..maybe i shouldnt..maybe i should just skate maybe i shouldnt...
i jsut got rid of people he dont know on my buddy list and i have to not talk to anyone neither but rahcel and some GIRLS in school...
im going to go and hope and wish i can see kevin some time soon i love you kevin and forever i will hugs and kisses bye
hurting =(