Summer nights and withdrawls
Well its been a while since I've updated. Maybe its because I'm scared to go online. Its the only way i'll run into him. I'm totally over it by the way. It just still hurts when I'm bombarded into a sad corner by a thought, or a song that reminds me of him. Its been 4 months now. I'm ready for something else. Someone else. I'm so horny at times. And so lonely at others. But always impacient. You know. Nobody really reads this at all. But its still good for my nerves. I can totally vent on here.
I've been laying out topless in the back-yard. Some people say its wierd. Others want to lay out with me. And some envy my freedom of being able to lay out practically naked.
I'm in love with System of a Down. I wont bother to explain what their music does to me.
I just want good music, a good guy, and a good book to fall into. Summer nights make me think of being a kid. And love. But then again almost everything makes me think about love now that i've experienced the intensity of it. I miss it.
Patients cari. You'll get yours soon.
(I keep telling myself this over and over again)
I wish the best for everyone. I really do...
-cari
I've been laying out topless in the back-yard. Some people say its wierd. Others want to lay out with me. And some envy my freedom of being able to lay out practically naked.
I'm in love with System of a Down. I wont bother to explain what their music does to me.
I just want good music, a good guy, and a good book to fall into. Summer nights make me think of being a kid. And love. But then again almost everything makes me think about love now that i've experienced the intensity of it. I miss it.
Patients cari. You'll get yours soon.
(I keep telling myself this over and over again)
I wish the best for everyone. I really do...
-cari