Ranting (I probably won't remember this tomorrow.. hopefully)

[418]

This may seem weird coming from me.. I feel it is but yeah. I want to fucking gouge my eyes out. I am tired of Peter and Jeremy. I want to fucking be the biggest bitch right now. I need someone to keep me level headed and I don't have that. I fucking hate them both. For reasons no one would understand, I myself hardly understand but I know I hate

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don't cry out loud...

[kelstar579]

screw that. girl you cry all you want! i spent 22 years, NOT crying and keeping it all inside and then when i finally meet the most wonderful person in existence, all i ever do is cry. and it's weird, but there's no controlling emotions so powerful.

if you feel like you've expended too much energy on people, the more you're pushing your frustrations and hatred for them, the more you're still expending. at some point in time you'll have to come to terms with it all and let it go, and at some point, maybe forgive. even though not directly, they're still burning holes in your heart.

Re: don't cry out loud...

[418]

that was really profound and wise. it was just what i needed to hear. thank you sooooooooo much. :)