I wish for all the things I had that were never mine I want to be back in that place and time when I was so dumb to think everything I desired could be had and all the good I saw in you wasn't masking the bad.
I dreamt of you a thousand times too naive to see you would never be mine but still I stayed and we continued to grow I never saw that for so long the end was in tow.
And now that I've decided to move on and let go I can't help but wonder if you'll let your sorrow show. Maybe all along it was never there, maybe you felt bad for letting me care.