training my body
So at least when I fuck up as much as I did today with eating, I am physically feel so sick. I thought it was ok. I thought I would just purge the taco bell in the bathroom at the coffee shop. However, their sinks didnt have the drain that just opens to a hole. I cant even purge in our toilet at home, so how would I purge in a public toilet? YUCK.
I DID however push myself SO far with working out. I couldnt finish the cardiyoga workout because I dont have enough balance to get through the balance poses. It pissed me off everytime I fell on my ass. lol I have to just laugh at my lack of grace. haha I am just proud of myself because I was pushing further each time I did it, but I was only doing it in little tiny bits, but I was a little tougher on myself, and look what it got me. =)
According to the scales, I am only up .5 of a pound from this awful meal. I had:
1 cheese and bean burrito with
2 packets of mild sauce
3/4 quesidilla
2/3 apple pie dessert
DAMN TACO BELL!! (Toxic Smell lol)
I DID however push myself SO far with working out. I couldnt finish the cardiyoga workout because I dont have enough balance to get through the balance poses. It pissed me off everytime I fell on my ass. lol I have to just laugh at my lack of grace. haha I am just proud of myself because I was pushing further each time I did it, but I was only doing it in little tiny bits, but I was a little tougher on myself, and look what it got me. =)
According to the scales, I am only up .5 of a pound from this awful meal. I had:
1 cheese and bean burrito with
2 packets of mild sauce
3/4 quesidilla
2/3 apple pie dessert
DAMN TACO BELL!! (Toxic Smell lol)