"The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had..."
"All around me are familiar faces,
worn out places,
worn out faces,
Bright and early
for the daily races
going nowhere
going nowhere
the tears are filling
up their glasses
no expression
no expression
hide my head
I want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow,
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying are
the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you,
I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles
it's a very very
mad world
Mad world,
Children waiting for the day
they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday,
when I feel the way that
every child should
sit and listen sit and listen
went to school and
I was very nervous
no one knew me
no one knew me
hello teacher tell me
what's my lesson
look right through me
look right through me,
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very very
mad world mad world,
enlarge in your world,
mad world"
Gary Jules - Mad World
So what... I'm bored... and that's a good song... so is World In My Eyes - By The Cure... if I had theme songs, those are the two songs it would be. They are songs from the Donnie Darko
Soundtrack, That is a great movie... if you haven't seen it I suggest doing so... it will make you think. Unless you have a hard time understanding things... then you will just be confused.
I haven't really written in here for a while... I have posted... but it was nothing... no real thought put into it. But then again... when do I put thought into what I write, say, or do?
Anyway, I have been trying to make a webpage... but Yahoo sucks for that and I can't make it like I want it to be. FUCK
Yahoo, errrrr. I need to find a free hosting page that actually allows me to do what i want.
So right now I am searching for "free webpage hosting" sites to find the best one for me.
Ouchies... I just bit my lip while I was playing with my lip ring .
I've found a few that sound good... so I have signed up for all of them incase I like one more than the other.
I think I like the german Site the best. It has more and I actually understand it more so than the site in the us.
Hmmm... so things aren't that great right now, everything around me... well in my head... lol... is rather dismal. I'm so bored with everything... I need something new going on... going through the same shit all the time gets old fast... well atleast that's my opinion... feel free to give me your input on it. I'm so sick of things always being like this, "things change" why don't things change for the better? Maybe this would be better. who knows. But I want everything to get figured out soon, because it just keeps making me more and more frustrated. Then I say assanign things that just make it worse.
I'm going to eat... some other time...
I Love you Shawnee.
forever
worn out places,
worn out faces,
Bright and early
for the daily races
going nowhere
going nowhere
the tears are filling
up their glasses
no expression
no expression
hide my head
I want to drown my sorrow
no tomorrow
no tomorrow,
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying are
the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you,
I find it hard to take,
When people run in circles
it's a very very
mad world
Mad world,
Children waiting for the day
they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday,
when I feel the way that
every child should
sit and listen sit and listen
went to school and
I was very nervous
no one knew me
no one knew me
hello teacher tell me
what's my lesson
look right through me
look right through me,
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had,
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very very
mad world mad world,
enlarge in your world,
mad world"
Gary Jules - Mad World
So what... I'm bored... and that's a good song... so is World In My Eyes - By The Cure... if I had theme songs, those are the two songs it would be. They are songs from the Donnie Darko
Soundtrack, That is a great movie... if you haven't seen it I suggest doing so... it will make you think. Unless you have a hard time understanding things... then you will just be confused.
I haven't really written in here for a while... I have posted... but it was nothing... no real thought put into it. But then again... when do I put thought into what I write, say, or do?
Anyway, I have been trying to make a webpage... but Yahoo sucks for that and I can't make it like I want it to be. FUCK
Yahoo, errrrr. I need to find a free hosting page that actually allows me to do what i want.
So right now I am searching for "free webpage hosting" sites to find the best one for me.
Ouchies... I just bit my lip while I was playing with my lip ring .
I've found a few that sound good... so I have signed up for all of them incase I like one more than the other.
I think I like the german Site the best. It has more and I actually understand it more so than the site in the us.
Hmmm... so things aren't that great right now, everything around me... well in my head... lol... is rather dismal. I'm so bored with everything... I need something new going on... going through the same shit all the time gets old fast... well atleast that's my opinion... feel free to give me your input on it. I'm so sick of things always being like this, "things change" why don't things change for the better? Maybe this would be better. who knows. But I want everything to get figured out soon, because it just keeps making me more and more frustrated. Then I say assanign things that just make it worse.
I'm going to eat... some other time...
I Love you Shawnee.
forever