So I went surfing
I got battered by waves in wales. We drove down through a thunderstorm, me, Jay and Jays friend Andy. We met Andy and Lea down there. The waves were rough. I didn't stand up and apparently those more experienced in the group rarely made it in to a standing position that day either. It was hard. I woke up the next morning a cripple. My arms hurt to much to even pull my own Jumper off. It was worth it though. I was kicking myself for not standing up because i had moments when I was really determined and kept thinking "I'm not going to let you beat me" but I was a bit immature in that respect and the weather was against me.
The oddest part was the wet suit. The idea of wearing one had caused me alot of inner turmoil because it was revealing figure and shape wise more revealing then anything I'd ever worn and this made me uncomfortable and nervous but once it was on I was warm and it gave me a nice figure and well as odd as this is to say, a good set of boobs lol. I enjoyed myself but the 3 hours odd we surfed totally wiped me out. It was hard work when you get hit bye a wave every 6 seconds.
Last Friday (day before the dentist) I went to the dentist, she kindle saw me and then proceeded to hollow out my tooth and then pack it with a temporary filling and 3 injections. It took until gone 10pm (having seen the dentist at 9am) for the anesthetic to ware off. I have to go back on the 5th ware she will either give me a permanent filling or a root canal filling or will remove the tooth completely. I don't want a root filling because I have never met anyone whose had a good filling,I'd rather lose the tooth then face that pain,I AM a wimp. I will also get my other teeth refilled but I've gone 3 years without seeing a dentist so I deserve what I get.
I'm still powering on with my diet. It took a new leap this week because I haven't really been doing it properly recently but then Tuesday I think it was I read that Nutritionalists called that particular day "Little Black Dress Day" as it was the last day before Christmas to start a diet in time to lose a dress size sensibly without it rebounding. This kind of gave me the kick I needed. I am going to lose this last bit of weight before Christmas. I'm 11ib off my goal weight but I will get there. Although today I ate 2 pears,4 packets of Rasins and a banana in an attempt to not eat biscuits lol. Ah well I will keep going.
I'm meeting up with Amy and Jess on Saturday which will be really nice. I have to work Sunday but I get Monday off and next Friday because I didn't want to go back to the dentist in case she removes my tooth. I'm so glad I only have to get through tomorrow because work is really hard right now. It will only get harder though ><. I'm getting my hair cut for my birthday and I'm really looking forward to getting my hair back! I have no fringe right now.
I've set myself some new goals for the next 6 months, so between November and April:
1) Clear the last £700 of my over draft
2) Get my teeth sorted.
3)Go surfing again
4)Get to 10 stone even if its just for a day :D
5)Get back in the flow of going to the gym 2 a week,every week.
6)Not to stress so much at work,I care to much at times.
7)Be more creative
8) have more FUN!
Number 8 is the most important to me because I do take life to seriously and it's not that I don't know how to live it's that I can't afford to. But after Christmas, January,Febuary and March I will concentrate on number 1 but the rest like goals 7 and 8 can happen now (well other ten number 4 that will take time and patience) so I want to just learn to relax and go with the flow more often.
I feel good when I think about that,I mean isn't it time I had more fun? When was the last day you had a really really fun day when you went home and felt you had a great time and wished you could do it again or can't wait to do it again. Don't you want more days like that? I know I do x
The oddest part was the wet suit. The idea of wearing one had caused me alot of inner turmoil because it was revealing figure and shape wise more revealing then anything I'd ever worn and this made me uncomfortable and nervous but once it was on I was warm and it gave me a nice figure and well as odd as this is to say, a good set of boobs lol. I enjoyed myself but the 3 hours odd we surfed totally wiped me out. It was hard work when you get hit bye a wave every 6 seconds.
Last Friday (day before the dentist) I went to the dentist, she kindle saw me and then proceeded to hollow out my tooth and then pack it with a temporary filling and 3 injections. It took until gone 10pm (having seen the dentist at 9am) for the anesthetic to ware off. I have to go back on the 5th ware she will either give me a permanent filling or a root canal filling or will remove the tooth completely. I don't want a root filling because I have never met anyone whose had a good filling,I'd rather lose the tooth then face that pain,I AM a wimp. I will also get my other teeth refilled but I've gone 3 years without seeing a dentist so I deserve what I get.
I'm still powering on with my diet. It took a new leap this week because I haven't really been doing it properly recently but then Tuesday I think it was I read that Nutritionalists called that particular day "Little Black Dress Day" as it was the last day before Christmas to start a diet in time to lose a dress size sensibly without it rebounding. This kind of gave me the kick I needed. I am going to lose this last bit of weight before Christmas. I'm 11ib off my goal weight but I will get there. Although today I ate 2 pears,4 packets of Rasins and a banana in an attempt to not eat biscuits lol. Ah well I will keep going.
I'm meeting up with Amy and Jess on Saturday which will be really nice. I have to work Sunday but I get Monday off and next Friday because I didn't want to go back to the dentist in case she removes my tooth. I'm so glad I only have to get through tomorrow because work is really hard right now. It will only get harder though ><. I'm getting my hair cut for my birthday and I'm really looking forward to getting my hair back! I have no fringe right now.
I've set myself some new goals for the next 6 months, so between November and April:
1) Clear the last £700 of my over draft
2) Get my teeth sorted.
3)Go surfing again
4)Get to 10 stone even if its just for a day :D
5)Get back in the flow of going to the gym 2 a week,every week.
6)Not to stress so much at work,I care to much at times.
7)Be more creative
8) have more FUN!
Number 8 is the most important to me because I do take life to seriously and it's not that I don't know how to live it's that I can't afford to. But after Christmas, January,Febuary and March I will concentrate on number 1 but the rest like goals 7 and 8 can happen now (well other ten number 4 that will take time and patience) so I want to just learn to relax and go with the flow more often.
I feel good when I think about that,I mean isn't it time I had more fun? When was the last day you had a really really fun day when you went home and felt you had a great time and wished you could do it again or can't wait to do it again. Don't you want more days like that? I know I do x