I've been loving you too long to stop now.

[35mmdreams]

Welcome to the second of probably many sad but therapeutic entries.

I feel like I've lost my best friend. How am I supposed to go on like this? I can't do it. I have this unrealistic hope that when he gets done having his fun he'll realize what he's lost, but I know that won't happen. The idea of him with someone else makes me sick.

Here's a little bit from Otis Redding that says it better than I could.

I've been loving you too long to stop now

You were tired, and you want to be free
My love is growing stronger, as you become a habit to me
Oh I've been loving you too long
I don't wanna stop now
With you my life,
Has been so wonderful
I can't stop now

You were tired, and your love is growing cold
My love is growing stronger as our affair grows old
I've been loving you oh too long to stop now
I don't want to stop now
I've been loving you a little too long
I don't want to stop now

Don't make me stop now
No baby
I'm down on my knees Please, don't make me stop now
I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you with all of my heart
And I can't stop now
Don't make me stop now
Please, please don't make me stop now