time for an update
Greetings everyone, i hope your all having a good day/night. My past week or so has been filled with many up and downs. For the ups, i figured out when im comming home next. Its going to be may 19-26. so plan for it. i know a lot of you guys are going to be out of college by that time, so i hope to see everyone while im there. Also in july i have yet to write the leave request but i have already gotten authorization from my command that i can get leave anytime during that month. so ill be seeing you then as well.
Apartment: YESSSSSSSSSSS i sign the lease on monday and move in on the 15th of may, prob be all set up by the time i leave for home... hopefully. shit i just relized that will be alot of time away from WoW will i set it up. i cant wait though. me and diana went to the mall and looked at stuff for our apartments. i found a sweet tv stand and shelves... its going to be sweet.
work is blah. i really dont mind coming in to stand watch... i just hate it when my supervisor is there too. really makes me angry some times. meh
So ya, i had a great past days *coughcoughsarcasmcoughcough*. actually it sucked. i didnt do something cuase once again, i let myself get nervous and talk me out of doing anything. i just went home instead of telling her how i felt. its fuckin bullshit. i should be in more controll of myself. god i hate myself, and all my failures. oh and thanks amanda for making me feel worse about it... ass. oh and i dont appologize for hanging up on you when i wouldnt say have a good night. i say have a good day cuase there is no more day/night to me. for example today at 400pm. it was morning to me cuase i slept all day for watch. anyways. i talked to a friend up here, shawna, and she actually gave me advise on what to do. since i get nervous about these things she suggested write a note. and when i give it to her, say "i am the biggest wuss ever and i should have said something on tuesday"(that is the day we hung out). i thought it was a good idea. so i wrote it up. and i gave it to her about 6hrs ago. after i gave it to her my stomach has been in my throat and is continueing to stay there... yessssssss. hopefully good things come of this. if not, ill find another one day that isnt a stupid bitch.
so im coming home in may as i said before, plan for it. i want to LAN so lets set it up. i want to see the new star wars tim, when does that come out? we should get a bunch of people together. i know jeff would go see it. have a great DAY!
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Apartment: YESSSSSSSSSSS i sign the lease on monday and move in on the 15th of may, prob be all set up by the time i leave for home... hopefully. shit i just relized that will be alot of time away from WoW will i set it up. i cant wait though. me and diana went to the mall and looked at stuff for our apartments. i found a sweet tv stand and shelves... its going to be sweet.
work is blah. i really dont mind coming in to stand watch... i just hate it when my supervisor is there too. really makes me angry some times. meh
So ya, i had a great past days *coughcoughsarcasmcoughcough*. actually it sucked. i didnt do something cuase once again, i let myself get nervous and talk me out of doing anything. i just went home instead of telling her how i felt. its fuckin bullshit. i should be in more controll of myself. god i hate myself, and all my failures. oh and thanks amanda for making me feel worse about it... ass. oh and i dont appologize for hanging up on you when i wouldnt say have a good night. i say have a good day cuase there is no more day/night to me. for example today at 400pm. it was morning to me cuase i slept all day for watch. anyways. i talked to a friend up here, shawna, and she actually gave me advise on what to do. since i get nervous about these things she suggested write a note. and when i give it to her, say "i am the biggest wuss ever and i should have said something on tuesday"(that is the day we hung out). i thought it was a good idea. so i wrote it up. and i gave it to her about 6hrs ago. after i gave it to her my stomach has been in my throat and is continueing to stay there... yessssssss. hopefully good things come of this. if not, ill find another one day that isnt a stupid bitch.
so im coming home in may as i said before, plan for it. i want to LAN so lets set it up. i want to see the new star wars tim, when does that come out? we should get a bunch of people together. i know jeff would go see it. have a great DAY!
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