stressed to an extent
well, what can i say. it has been a while since i last updated again. hmm... well not as long as the last gap was, but still some time. a lot has been going on. i am stressed and so i am writing to try and get some of it out. still love living here in the dorm. the friends i have here are real friends. a lot of the drama has died down recently. there is still stuff between nick and adam and probably between nick and nicole. oh well. im not in the middle of it, nor was i ever. its cool though.
i dont know what to do about the women in my life. it sounds like tran is interested in me again. we are probably hanging out this friday before the dance. i dont know whats going to happen there. im not gonna make a move and i doubt i will let her. i dont know. well see.
ashley is back in my life (maybe). she hung out with me last week and stayed over (alcohol). it was really cool. i felt like i had my old best friend from high school back or something. i dont know. it was just really refreshing to see her in a different light (red).
rachel is doing well. i think we are doing pretty well. i dont know. we spent the friday before valentines day together and celebrated her birthday and valentines day (birthentines day) at once. it was fun. she came back here and we hung out. fun night. i got her a couple of nice things. and three roses. on coral one. it was beautiful. i hope she liked what i got her. i hate the distance. i know she knows that, but it must be said. i hate the distance. oh well. she is really worried about her lily interview. i tried to comfort her, but i dont know how i did. hope she does well.
cassie is also here on my mind. shes the one making me update. im not doing it at will. she has tied me up and forced me to do it. anyways, i dont always know how to act around her. i want to be myself and i think that i can be, but i would make her jealous if i did. i dont want to make her jealous so i dont tell her everything. that sucks because she is so close to me. i could tell her everything but i dont. i enjoy her company and love hanging out with her. its cool.
i have a class called cultures of america taught by professor tara tuttle. it is one of the coolest classes that i have ever had. and she is one of the coolest teachers that i have ever had. i went up to her office after class to see if she was alright about one of her students papers and we ended up talking for about 2 and a half hours. it was a really cool thing. the coolest part is i was for the first time looked at as an intellectual by an intellectual. it was awesome. we have been emailing back and forth poetry and whatnot. its really cool.
matt got trashed the other day. it was awesome. he is one fun drunk. he drunk dialed sutton and cliff. it was great. that voice mail that he left sutton was one of the funniest things that i have ever heard. i seriously could not breath. it was great. and apparently i have pretty eyes. fun stuff.
i got my hair cut today. it looks pretty good. i got a compliment on it recently. pretty cool. i got it cut at campus cuts. its a great place to get it cut. serioulsy try it. good stuff.
i hope my room wins the room decorating contest. i have it decorated in UofL stuff. it looks pretty good. i have a few more things to do to it before the 3rd of march, but it will be there. people have been saying oh man, youre gonna win. i dont like hearing that because it builds up my hope and beleif that i really will win. well see. im pretty excited about it though.
i am really pretty stressed about the upcoming week. i have a test on wednesday and two on friday. it is stressing me out to an extent. i have a game tomorrow night. a mens game on wednesday. the snowball is friday. i am kind of excited about that one. im the defending snowball king. well see if i can get it again this year. thats kind of exciting. whatever.
i dont know. i think im just gonna end it there. im gonna go ahead and split. if i think of something else to write, i will put it in a new one. i guess im out of here. later bizneyatchez.
-2t_e
final thought: are you dead or are you sleeping, are you dead or are you sleeping, are you dead or are you sleeping, god i sure hope you are dead.
i dont know what to do about the women in my life. it sounds like tran is interested in me again. we are probably hanging out this friday before the dance. i dont know whats going to happen there. im not gonna make a move and i doubt i will let her. i dont know. well see.
ashley is back in my life (maybe). she hung out with me last week and stayed over (alcohol). it was really cool. i felt like i had my old best friend from high school back or something. i dont know. it was just really refreshing to see her in a different light (red).
rachel is doing well. i think we are doing pretty well. i dont know. we spent the friday before valentines day together and celebrated her birthday and valentines day (birthentines day) at once. it was fun. she came back here and we hung out. fun night. i got her a couple of nice things. and three roses. on coral one. it was beautiful. i hope she liked what i got her. i hate the distance. i know she knows that, but it must be said. i hate the distance. oh well. she is really worried about her lily interview. i tried to comfort her, but i dont know how i did. hope she does well.
cassie is also here on my mind. shes the one making me update. im not doing it at will. she has tied me up and forced me to do it. anyways, i dont always know how to act around her. i want to be myself and i think that i can be, but i would make her jealous if i did. i dont want to make her jealous so i dont tell her everything. that sucks because she is so close to me. i could tell her everything but i dont. i enjoy her company and love hanging out with her. its cool.
i have a class called cultures of america taught by professor tara tuttle. it is one of the coolest classes that i have ever had. and she is one of the coolest teachers that i have ever had. i went up to her office after class to see if she was alright about one of her students papers and we ended up talking for about 2 and a half hours. it was a really cool thing. the coolest part is i was for the first time looked at as an intellectual by an intellectual. it was awesome. we have been emailing back and forth poetry and whatnot. its really cool.
matt got trashed the other day. it was awesome. he is one fun drunk. he drunk dialed sutton and cliff. it was great. that voice mail that he left sutton was one of the funniest things that i have ever heard. i seriously could not breath. it was great. and apparently i have pretty eyes. fun stuff.
i got my hair cut today. it looks pretty good. i got a compliment on it recently. pretty cool. i got it cut at campus cuts. its a great place to get it cut. serioulsy try it. good stuff.
i hope my room wins the room decorating contest. i have it decorated in UofL stuff. it looks pretty good. i have a few more things to do to it before the 3rd of march, but it will be there. people have been saying oh man, youre gonna win. i dont like hearing that because it builds up my hope and beleif that i really will win. well see. im pretty excited about it though.
i am really pretty stressed about the upcoming week. i have a test on wednesday and two on friday. it is stressing me out to an extent. i have a game tomorrow night. a mens game on wednesday. the snowball is friday. i am kind of excited about that one. im the defending snowball king. well see if i can get it again this year. thats kind of exciting. whatever.
i dont know. i think im just gonna end it there. im gonna go ahead and split. if i think of something else to write, i will put it in a new one. i guess im out of here. later bizneyatchez.
-2t_e
final thought: are you dead or are you sleeping, are you dead or are you sleeping, are you dead or are you sleeping, god i sure hope you are dead.