Catch me (up) if you can
okay, so it has been a while. figure id update a little bit. workin at the hotel now. its been pretty good. been there a little more than 7 months. at first it was kinda tough dealing with something i didnt think i could see myself doing for the long haul. but now it really seems like something that i could make a career out of. since working there, i have gotten all sorts of new responsibilities and whatnot. things that actually matter. its pretty awesome. so work is going well.
girls. hmm... so there was a girl that i wrote a poem for. it think it may be on here about a drumroll and whatnot. yeah it is. anyway, shit with her was weird. so, i couldnt date her because her friend put me off limits and whatnot, and then she decided to date this other guy who seriously has nothing on me. i mean come on, red headed, speech impedimented, weird stalker goatee, accouting major or me. hmm.... idk. anyway, she will occaisionally call me or text me or something, and i can tell there are still some kind of feelings there, but she cant act on them... its okay tho. i am okay with it. it was one of the easiest things ive ever seen, but im sure if im not in it, its not for me.
and speaking of the opportunities that that opens up, there is a new girl. well, lets not say new, its been some time. a few weeks at least. we had seen each other a random parties, then we stayed up one night after a party talking until noon the next day. it was crazy. and that next weekend we went on a 22 hour date. that was fun. haha. the only thing that would have made it better would have been if she had cooked the chicken marsala the way she said she was going to. haha. it was a great date tho. and i cant stop thinking about her. its weird.
which brings me to another point. if i like someone, they pretty much automatically know. its damned obvious. i make it pretty well known. so she knows i like her. i guess either i am a huge pussy or she is enjoying me trying to work extra hard for her. but every time im with her, i just want to kiss her, but i dont think i can. like it would offend her. i know in honesty im just afraid of being shot down or turned away on a kiss or something, which i shouldnt even bother with worrying about, but i do. this girl seems cool as hell, i just dont know what to do with myself when im with her. i know i just need to be myself and just relax. its just strange. i feel strange when im with her. i dont know how i would describe it. perhaps as the key in an ignition trying to start an old engine. it is trying to be the catalyst to start the reaction for so many parts, but the engine is having trouble remembering what parts need to move which way or even if it wants to start. hmm...
but the real news has to do with a new place. me and my little brother are moving into an apartment together. it has been named The Villa. if you want to come over, just give me a call. we officially get to move in at the beginning of july, so naturally you can tell that we cannot wait to move in! i couldnt be more excited to move it and to move out of my parents place. i know ive only lived here for a year since getting back from europe, but really, so lame. i can actually bring a woman back to my apartment. i am really looking forward to it.
also, someone just graduated from grad school! congratualtions and enjoy that ice cream cake. i hope everything turns out for the best with the job hunt. i know we havent hung out much, but i want you to know that i do think about you and miss you and hope your relationship is going well and that i really just havent had any time off from work to have any kind of social life. i wish you were gonna be staying in your apartment so you could come over any time. :(
just want to go though this really quick. so was playing b pong a couple of weeks ago with noah against chris and the new girl i like, and chris caught fire early on and they got a big lead. i couldnt let this stand, so at one point the score was 7 cups to hit for us versus 4 for them and 6 cups to hit versus 3 for them. we will start the story from there. this turn noah and i both hit, leaving a stragler and making it 4 to three. we got balls back and i called and hit the straggler counting for two on my next turn. noah missed his shot, so that made it 2 cups left for us versus 3 for them. they hit one out of two shots, making it 2 vs 2. then i hit my third shot in a row, which means i was on fire. i then hit the last cup and due to me being on fire, that was the ball game. no chance for rebuttal, total domination. it was slightly ridiculous. chris was so mad he left and took the new girl with him. it was kind of freaking awesomely funny. haha. that was just kind of a good moment.
so, i guess thats all i really want to write for now. i have so much more i could write, but id rather not right now. hopefully moving a couch out of a friends apartment tomorrow. lookin forward to that. well, guess ill try and catch you up on my life again sometime later. have a good one. talk to you later. if you still read this leave a comment so i at least know someone is reading this.
-2t_e
final thought: please slow it down. theres a secret magic past world that you only notice when youre looking back at it and all i want to do is turn around.
girls. hmm... so there was a girl that i wrote a poem for. it think it may be on here about a drumroll and whatnot. yeah it is. anyway, shit with her was weird. so, i couldnt date her because her friend put me off limits and whatnot, and then she decided to date this other guy who seriously has nothing on me. i mean come on, red headed, speech impedimented, weird stalker goatee, accouting major or me. hmm.... idk. anyway, she will occaisionally call me or text me or something, and i can tell there are still some kind of feelings there, but she cant act on them... its okay tho. i am okay with it. it was one of the easiest things ive ever seen, but im sure if im not in it, its not for me.
and speaking of the opportunities that that opens up, there is a new girl. well, lets not say new, its been some time. a few weeks at least. we had seen each other a random parties, then we stayed up one night after a party talking until noon the next day. it was crazy. and that next weekend we went on a 22 hour date. that was fun. haha. the only thing that would have made it better would have been if she had cooked the chicken marsala the way she said she was going to. haha. it was a great date tho. and i cant stop thinking about her. its weird.
which brings me to another point. if i like someone, they pretty much automatically know. its damned obvious. i make it pretty well known. so she knows i like her. i guess either i am a huge pussy or she is enjoying me trying to work extra hard for her. but every time im with her, i just want to kiss her, but i dont think i can. like it would offend her. i know in honesty im just afraid of being shot down or turned away on a kiss or something, which i shouldnt even bother with worrying about, but i do. this girl seems cool as hell, i just dont know what to do with myself when im with her. i know i just need to be myself and just relax. its just strange. i feel strange when im with her. i dont know how i would describe it. perhaps as the key in an ignition trying to start an old engine. it is trying to be the catalyst to start the reaction for so many parts, but the engine is having trouble remembering what parts need to move which way or even if it wants to start. hmm...
but the real news has to do with a new place. me and my little brother are moving into an apartment together. it has been named The Villa. if you want to come over, just give me a call. we officially get to move in at the beginning of july, so naturally you can tell that we cannot wait to move in! i couldnt be more excited to move it and to move out of my parents place. i know ive only lived here for a year since getting back from europe, but really, so lame. i can actually bring a woman back to my apartment. i am really looking forward to it.
also, someone just graduated from grad school! congratualtions and enjoy that ice cream cake. i hope everything turns out for the best with the job hunt. i know we havent hung out much, but i want you to know that i do think about you and miss you and hope your relationship is going well and that i really just havent had any time off from work to have any kind of social life. i wish you were gonna be staying in your apartment so you could come over any time. :(
just want to go though this really quick. so was playing b pong a couple of weeks ago with noah against chris and the new girl i like, and chris caught fire early on and they got a big lead. i couldnt let this stand, so at one point the score was 7 cups to hit for us versus 4 for them and 6 cups to hit versus 3 for them. we will start the story from there. this turn noah and i both hit, leaving a stragler and making it 4 to three. we got balls back and i called and hit the straggler counting for two on my next turn. noah missed his shot, so that made it 2 cups left for us versus 3 for them. they hit one out of two shots, making it 2 vs 2. then i hit my third shot in a row, which means i was on fire. i then hit the last cup and due to me being on fire, that was the ball game. no chance for rebuttal, total domination. it was slightly ridiculous. chris was so mad he left and took the new girl with him. it was kind of freaking awesomely funny. haha. that was just kind of a good moment.
so, i guess thats all i really want to write for now. i have so much more i could write, but id rather not right now. hopefully moving a couch out of a friends apartment tomorrow. lookin forward to that. well, guess ill try and catch you up on my life again sometime later. have a good one. talk to you later. if you still read this leave a comment so i at least know someone is reading this.
-2t_e
final thought: please slow it down. theres a secret magic past world that you only notice when youre looking back at it and all i want to do is turn around.