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I had initially wrote this as an email to a former crush (WAY former)... who has somewhat ended up within my cyber-reunion circle. I have decided instead to post it here. He'll never find it unless directed to it, but it's something _I_ needed to get off my chest

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from Melissa Lupfer-Meek

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Hey, I don't have a 360 accounts, so figured this subject line would work. I never knew about all of the pain that you went through in high school. it would certainly explain a lot. I'm coming to realize that I spent most of those years in a cocoon of selfishness. I thought I was the only one who was picked on. I thought everyone was always looking at me. I assumed a lot, and for those times that I was rude to you, or mean to you, or treated you poorly, I am so sorry. I cried while reading your blog, it definitely struck a familiar nerve. I work as a therapist now, and I help others (usually young women) cope with things like this. Even so, I was so wrapped up in what life was like for me, that I never considered the others. Christine, hiding her true feelings, you, hiding your humiliation. Shame on that boy for treating you like that. You are a wonderful person, and you deserve better. I am so glad that you are doing well these days. I can't tell you how much (I've come to realize) I miss everyone. I miss you, and christine, and christina. Even though we were never that close, we were familiar. I'm alone out here with my kids and fiance. I know that sounds crazy, but it can happen. No family or old friends around.... well, it must be similar in Las Vegas. Sorry this was so long....Hugs, Melissa