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[2qt2handle]

i apologize in advange for the length of this entry.

When i was one years old my mom and my dad divorced, but i cant say it wast a tramatic divorce for me because i was too little to understand what was going on. The next few years my dad tried to stay pretty active in my life, i went to his house every other weekend and call me every other night.

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[youandme4ever]

nicole. i feel like i cant say i know what your feeling, because i myself have never expierenced it, but i can because i was with you through most of your life. your past will always say much about your future. when your young, is when you soak up everything around you like a sponge. and you were constantly surrounded with all those problems..
nicole you are beautiful not only on the outside but inside too. and for some reason every single time i have a problem you always know EXACTLY what to say. and your advice always turns out to be right, even when i dont want it to be. lol. But when reading your entry it hard for me, because i cant find anything to say. That will help you. I just know that you will be able to conquer this. i know you will eventually be able to learn how to trust boys and men. Because the courage you have been able to maintain through all of the hardships in the past.. is more than all the courage and strength you need to learn how to fully trust. Maybe caleb is the person you will learn from. If not him, then maybe somebody else down the road. if you look inside yourself you will see it there. i see it, and i always will. You know how i feel about everything that happened between your mom and dennis and artie. and i know that i would never be able to stay as strong as you did. i love you nicole, and i always will. things will get better for you, because you have always been able to make things better for everyone else. Now its time for you.