Popular for all the wrong reasons, surely
I'm such a popular fellow right now - my sister Jess is coming up with her kids next week. I havent seen them in about two and a half years so it's all rather exciting. Joey apparently wants to play football with me, though i expect thats my sister pulling my leg. I played a game with him last time I saw him. Or rather, before my attack. That's a LONG time ago. It MUST be Jess being a shit, cause I wasn't that good and I can't see an eight year old kid remembering such a shoddy game so well. I've seen pictures, obviously, talked to them on the phone, but it's different. Tora is so grown up now. She was three when i left but she's so gorgeous now, she's a little ice princess blonde hair blue eyes princess dress obsession. And Jake, that's the hard one, he was eight months olde when I saw him in the flesh. He's be three and a half now. More. It's been SO long. I finished talking to Jess on the phone and for a moment I had that STUPID yet HILARIOUS thought 'what if they dont like me?' . I mean, I know them - to some degree. Joey at least should remember me, and i have talked to them while i was in Aus, it's not that bad they're coming to stay, but it was just that unbidden thought that made everything a little hilarious.
But besides that an old friend's coming to see me while they're here. From Aus. Not sure about that one though. i dont know if I want to see her. But i can't say no. I want to, but i cant. I dont know.
Pete, Ebola - thanks for putting up with me last couple of days. I know I havent been the most lively talkative chap I usually am (:P) but it's much appreciated.
I think Mel's upset with me. Admittedly I invited her around the other night if she needed some company but I went and made myself impossible company within about twenty minutes of that invite. I feel bad, but she's not really talking to me since I got back from Ebola's and I can't explain it. I want to. But I feel like I should be treading on eggshells, which doesn't help when I feel like I'm trampling around like an elephant. Things are so convoluted around here. I cant put it into words, I've never been very good with them.
I've been painting a fair bit, it's helping, but it's still difficult. Things were nice for a while there and they're not so nice now.
Bring back the nice. Anyone got any nice stories? Preferably about birds or bunnies or rainbows. Nice things. Flowers, sunshine, kids in the park.
I dont know. That's half my problem, i just dont know.
But besides that an old friend's coming to see me while they're here. From Aus. Not sure about that one though. i dont know if I want to see her. But i can't say no. I want to, but i cant. I dont know.
Pete, Ebola - thanks for putting up with me last couple of days. I know I havent been the most lively talkative chap I usually am (:P) but it's much appreciated.
I think Mel's upset with me. Admittedly I invited her around the other night if she needed some company but I went and made myself impossible company within about twenty minutes of that invite. I feel bad, but she's not really talking to me since I got back from Ebola's and I can't explain it. I want to. But I feel like I should be treading on eggshells, which doesn't help when I feel like I'm trampling around like an elephant. Things are so convoluted around here. I cant put it into words, I've never been very good with them.
I've been painting a fair bit, it's helping, but it's still difficult. Things were nice for a while there and they're not so nice now.
Bring back the nice. Anyone got any nice stories? Preferably about birds or bunnies or rainbows. Nice things. Flowers, sunshine, kids in the park.
I dont know. That's half my problem, i just dont know.