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.jake.
I'm slowly starting to do the more responsible grown up things for my life.
Last week I applied for a $500 loan so I could build credit. I'm not gaining anything being on the same account with Josh, so everything I do with my money, hes getting credit for it. Not complaining, but its not going to work for me when were not living together or whatever happens in the future. My bank pretty much told me okay and in a day I had $500 easy and was told to pull out more once I get this paid off. Obviously for a person like me, thats a dumbass statement to tell me and I know myself enough to say no because thats just really not a smart move. I just want to build a basic credit ground and do a simple credit card and be on my way with some stable established credit. As easy as thats for me to say it for myself, I know ill be tempted to do some stupid shit and hopefully someone will be there to slap me in the face.
I also realized that I screwed myself over with my green card once again. I need to reapply again because my temp card is expired. Which also means I cant go to Canada for my birthday. I want to cry. I have to talk to my dad and if I really get my ass in gear, I could possibly get another temp card before my birthday but thats a long shot. And I dont know if I can do it. But i'm really going to try because I really want to enjoy my birthday and have a great time this year. Last year I was wasted and stupid shit happened. Drama and alcohol never mix well but somehow still happens. I want to be stress-free and have no worries on my birthday. I just want to have a good time.
And I went and got pierced some more. I got my tragis, my lobe(s) (only had one pierced and the other closed), and my nipple. I have to go and get my belly redone, get my second lobe holes, my rook in my right ear, and my cartilage in my right ear done. And then i'm done with piercings. Hopefully one day ill get Lesley to get a tattoo with me and I plan on probably one or two more after that. Then ill probably stop putting my body through so much pain and give it a rest. But for whatever, I like the pain, so I dont really see myself stopping anytime in the future...
Well i'm off to go see my dad. Hes had a rough couple of weeks, so I think some lunch outside of the home will do him some good. And this rain could stop anytime now.
I'm slowly starting to do the more responsible grown up things for my life.
Last week I applied for a $500 loan so I could build credit. I'm not gaining anything being on the same account with Josh, so everything I do with my money, hes getting credit for it. Not complaining, but its not going to work for me when were not living together or whatever happens in the future. My bank pretty much told me okay and in a day I had $500 easy and was told to pull out more once I get this paid off. Obviously for a person like me, thats a dumbass statement to tell me and I know myself enough to say no because thats just really not a smart move. I just want to build a basic credit ground and do a simple credit card and be on my way with some stable established credit. As easy as thats for me to say it for myself, I know ill be tempted to do some stupid shit and hopefully someone will be there to slap me in the face.
I also realized that I screwed myself over with my green card once again. I need to reapply again because my temp card is expired. Which also means I cant go to Canada for my birthday. I want to cry. I have to talk to my dad and if I really get my ass in gear, I could possibly get another temp card before my birthday but thats a long shot. And I dont know if I can do it. But i'm really going to try because I really want to enjoy my birthday and have a great time this year. Last year I was wasted and stupid shit happened. Drama and alcohol never mix well but somehow still happens. I want to be stress-free and have no worries on my birthday. I just want to have a good time.
And I went and got pierced some more. I got my tragis, my lobe(s) (only had one pierced and the other closed), and my nipple. I have to go and get my belly redone, get my second lobe holes, my rook in my right ear, and my cartilage in my right ear done. And then i'm done with piercings. Hopefully one day ill get Lesley to get a tattoo with me and I plan on probably one or two more after that. Then ill probably stop putting my body through so much pain and give it a rest. But for whatever, I like the pain, so I dont really see myself stopping anytime in the future...
Well i'm off to go see my dad. Hes had a rough couple of weeks, so I think some lunch outside of the home will do him some good. And this rain could stop anytime now.