fontanelle
i know who you are when you smile,
smiling helps me know who you are.
well, hello again lj. dropped off the edge of your face again, into a ravenous face book land where people are trained to think in terms of social desirability only and are dulled into actually believing that the very mundane is oh so interesting. like the crystal ball i used to wish for that never should have been invented.
once i was in japan, once i was in grad school, sigh.. once, i was in calafornia. and once, well maybe 2 or 3 times, california was in me.
haha, im in another royal mess that will dissolve by moving. it's like some grand annual affair. it's actually positive, because change is. it took a couple years but i got him to have sex with me and agree to move in with me?! i'm impressed, and on average, quite happy.
i cant wait to fucking move. i went out and secured an apt. in 1 day. it's in some insane neighborhood. it looks like the castle from smb3 w1. it's been freshly painted with hideous colors. i gave a deposit and didnt sign the lease. i might change my mind tomorrow, actually, later today. we might get a better offer. either way, i'm leaving behind my pretty, too-expensive apt. and my outlandishly intolerable roommate/"brother in-law". my boyfriend's staying in his absurd unheated apt. when its 27 in april cuz his brother is that daft. im getting run out of my home by some anal-retentive, white trash, douche dealer daddy and i like it. it will all be hilarious soon, when retrospect kicks in.
i'm so glad i have a son cuz my bf doesn't go on dates and i never sleep alone.
smiling helps me know who you are.
well, hello again lj. dropped off the edge of your face again, into a ravenous face book land where people are trained to think in terms of social desirability only and are dulled into actually believing that the very mundane is oh so interesting. like the crystal ball i used to wish for that never should have been invented.
once i was in japan, once i was in grad school, sigh.. once, i was in calafornia. and once, well maybe 2 or 3 times, california was in me.
haha, im in another royal mess that will dissolve by moving. it's like some grand annual affair. it's actually positive, because change is. it took a couple years but i got him to have sex with me and agree to move in with me?! i'm impressed, and on average, quite happy.
i cant wait to fucking move. i went out and secured an apt. in 1 day. it's in some insane neighborhood. it looks like the castle from smb3 w1. it's been freshly painted with hideous colors. i gave a deposit and didnt sign the lease. i might change my mind tomorrow, actually, later today. we might get a better offer. either way, i'm leaving behind my pretty, too-expensive apt. and my outlandishly intolerable roommate/"brother in-law". my boyfriend's staying in his absurd unheated apt. when its 27 in april cuz his brother is that daft. im getting run out of my home by some anal-retentive, white trash, douche dealer daddy and i like it. it will all be hilarious soon, when retrospect kicks in.
i'm so glad i have a son cuz my bf doesn't go on dates and i never sleep alone.