why are you the best thing that never happened to me?

Jun 24, 2003 01:04

prior show tonight...they played good...met beyond thee echoes..thanks to rachel, that was cool...maybe i have a problem or something, i dont kno, i wish i could figure out whats wrong w/ me.
i wish i didnt have this heavy feeling inside all day
i wish when i saw her i could control my feelings
i wish i could brush this off
i wish i could stop bothering people with this
i wish i could stop bothering myself with this
this is in no way her fault.
its not her fault i feel the way i do about her
its not her fault shes everythign i could ever ask for
its not her fault that im feeling sad
...random thing here.... lindsay and rachel just called me and sang to me on the phone...and told me i wasnt bein emo tonight...little do they kno i'v mastered the secret emo technique...even lindsay cant notice it...thats skills to do that...anyway that was a nice little cheer-me-up thing
i was told tonight my voice doesnt fit in with the band im in...im gonna fail at life...i can see it coming...this heavy feeling wont go away
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