this journal is dead. its over its done. it has served its purpose but i somewhat find it useless now. so wo0o byeeeeee. if i decide to restart this im sure you'll find out about it soon enough. but for now ... 2dollarfine.com

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Smith. Hell yea, and uhh whats up with that
isht man?

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wow, i dont remember much of last night, but wo0o it was fun. somewhere along the line i lost track of what happened thanks to my good buddy "Al", but i do remember marni calling me on her way to ocala saying she missed home and decided to give me a call, and it was nice of her and everything, but i didnt kno what to say, and i was sitting there w ( Read more... )

woah now..what is this? jon smith?.!...?...happy?!?! what the hell, didnt think it was possible...but obviosuly so. it feels so good to be happy right now. things turned out practically perfect with jess. good times fo sho. sadly, my budyd mike looks like he's down cuz his g/f is giving him isht. girls are dumb lol but u cant help but like em. ( Read more... )

i have no idea whats going on, i used to have somewhat of a clue as to where things stand, now im completely clueless. who comes to my house at 12 at night and lays in bed w/ me until 4 30 and then is unsure about dating? wtf im so confused. it hurts so much.

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woohoo monday night football is on. sort of watching the game, theres nothing really else on. its kind of strange how random people find this and read it. oh well whatever. yesterday me and jess had a little talk where i kinda put eveyrhting out on the table, and she almost did, i kno theres somehtign else she wanted to say that she didnt, but i ( Read more... )

well apparently it seems jessica "loves me" when shes drunk and would allow me to do anythign in the world to her, but when shes sober, im just jon smith...this is soo frustrating.am i not good enuff for her when shes sober? but im good enuff when shes drunk... this is 3 nights in a row now that this has happened. "we'r concentrating on falling ( Read more... )