Blast it, this damn machine

[2dollarfine]

hmm lets see whats goin on? yesterday was work, til around 1, i was supposed to go to morgans beach house, because practice was going to be a complete waste of time, since i had nothing to do there..and i wasnt gonna go, till jarret started debating with me, sinc eim always complaining we dont practice, so i went and got less then nothing done, i

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Fighting To Breathe

[anonymous]

do whatever you think is right. in life ive learned that if you want something to change, change just doesnt happen on its own. If you want a better life you have to make it, and the first thing you have to do it get rid of what is holding back the change. People and situations do change, along with friendship and time, moods and obsessions. And ive gone too quikly through all of those, all ending at some point, ending with nothing. Youre one of the 5 people on earth i would go out of my way, and do just about anything for. I owe all i currently have to our band, though it isnt much. Music brought the change that gave me life, and without you guys, i probably wouldnt be here, or anywhere. I finally feel the distance from life that youve been talking about, the distance from the air i used to breathe, the distance from the music that filled my lungs. if you're willing to fight to save our band, im ready now. if not, i would understand if you took an offer to another band, because there is close to nothing left here.

Forgive my indecision. Then again, you're always first when no one's on your side.
But then again, a day will come when I want off that ride. - Incubus