Everytime The Stars Fade
torn between the coming and the going
whaaaaat am i doing. im so confused right now it isnt funny. i feel like my heads being pulled into 8 million directions all at once and its strenuous to say the least. marni will always be a part of me, but i dnt talk to her much lately, and casey...shes so great, im afraid im developing a little crush on her, which i dont think would be a smart thing to do at all. i think it would only cause me to freak out which im now notorious for.and then theres always jessica, heh i can never tell what kind of mood she'll be in when i see her, sometimes she'll talk to me for a long time, and others it iwll be like she has no desire to at all. i dont kno...i feel like im not getting anything accomplished, like these are all wasted years. whatever.. props to lindsay for getting a broken heart tattoo because of jon smith... wo0o
whaaaaat am i doing. im so confused right now it isnt funny. i feel like my heads being pulled into 8 million directions all at once and its strenuous to say the least. marni will always be a part of me, but i dnt talk to her much lately, and casey...shes so great, im afraid im developing a little crush on her, which i dont think would be a smart thing to do at all. i think it would only cause me to freak out which im now notorious for.and then theres always jessica, heh i can never tell what kind of mood she'll be in when i see her, sometimes she'll talk to me for a long time, and others it iwll be like she has no desire to at all. i dont kno...i feel like im not getting anything accomplished, like these are all wasted years. whatever.. props to lindsay for getting a broken heart tattoo because of jon smith... wo0o