The Rain is Like A Blanket
Goddamn this fuckin journal, i just had a huuge long entry ready to be sent in and i accidently clicked the wrong link, and it all erased. fuck. anyway
Factory Show...went halfway decent i guess, except we wnet on late as hell, we always get the WORSTtimeslots, but whatveer we made it fun. everyone and they mama was there...only not. monica was there, tasha was tere, casey was there, and Marni was there, shes such a great person. i find everything about her so amazing, i really cant describe how wonderful she is, or how much i really do care about her.
"here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftops"
its wierd but, i really do love her. yea i kno its crazy and probably stupid. but its the truth. one day whatever guy she chooses is gonna be soo--> F'N lucky lol. but i am broken...im heart broken, not even because of anything she did, just because i "lost" for lack of a better word, the first girl i have ever cared about in such a way. i really am lost...i am in love.i am defeated.
Factory Show...went halfway decent i guess, except we wnet on late as hell, we always get the WORSTtimeslots, but whatveer we made it fun. everyone and they mama was there...only not. monica was there, tasha was tere, casey was there, and Marni was there, shes such a great person. i find everything about her so amazing, i really cant describe how wonderful she is, or how much i really do care about her.
"here i am pouring my heart onto these rooftops"
its wierd but, i really do love her. yea i kno its crazy and probably stupid. but its the truth. one day whatever guy she chooses is gonna be soo--> F'N lucky lol. but i am broken...im heart broken, not even because of anything she did, just because i "lost" for lack of a better word, the first girl i have ever cared about in such a way. i really am lost...i am in love.i am defeated.