times on her side
well, its late mid terms are tomorrow, i have yet to start my mid term review packet for extra credit for chemistry, or make the index card full of notes...oh well its all good, i get extra rest cuz i dont have to go in until around 9 30. spent all night thinking about her and i hate it.
i dont understand why i cant move on..is possible to love someone your not dating? times definitly suck right now..
im the only one of my friends who is single, my whole band is preoccupied with their g/fs. we dont hang out, we never even practice anymore. feels like life is a big waste of time, and it seems like everytime things start to feel right, something goes terribly wrong. ::contemplates:: i'll never forget her..i realized that today, she will be in my mind and heart forever, and im not sure if that is a good or bad thing? i hate this, i hate life, it hurts too much
i dont understand why i cant move on..is possible to love someone your not dating? times definitly suck right now..
im the only one of my friends who is single, my whole band is preoccupied with their g/fs. we dont hang out, we never even practice anymore. feels like life is a big waste of time, and it seems like everytime things start to feel right, something goes terribly wrong. ::contemplates:: i'll never forget her..i realized that today, she will be in my mind and heart forever, and im not sure if that is a good or bad thing? i hate this, i hate life, it hurts too much