Jul 26, 2003 00:30
wow first time in a long time... well not much has gone on, i went to my friends house friday night, saw an "old friend" we hooked up, that was kinda fun but i dont kno things just dont feel right to me w/ that girl. in other events marni came back from college for the weekend, i kinda wished joey had not been at my house when she came to get me, cuz otherwise i would still be at her house right now. i kno he didnt have fun, but i did. it was good seeing her again, didnt really do anyhting while we were there, but it was good just to see her and everyone else i havnt seen.. best part of the night by far was laying in bed w/ her. thats all i have wanted for so long, she tore off a piece of a rock candy stick and put it in my wallet and told me to keep it there..i will. i cant believe i almost forgot her eyes...there was one moment laying there, when she looked up at me and we made eye contact and i was just lost in her.its wierd now, i kno i still like her, but im not bad like i was about things before, a strange calmness followed me around all night, i liked it. i really wish i hadnt left, i should've asked someone else for a ride home. and as soon as me and joey pull out i see first glance show up..lindsays crazy haha "vaginal secretion" maan tomorrow should be fun WARPED TOUR! hopefully if that dude gets my ticket lol
why did you have to leave? i miss you!