im sinking like a stone in the sea
if i wake up tomorrow...would anyone really truly care?
if i didnt wake up tomorrow...would anyone notice?
would it matter at all, in thescheme of things...no not really.
i dont kno why im so upset, i dont have the worst life in the world. things could be A LOT worse then what they are... but im weak. i dont think its my friends that im not happy with. i think its myself im not happy with. i am so weak. i cant accept things. i cant accept being a normal kid, who will grow up to be another normal person. i cant accept being alone. i cant accept the fact that maybe there are a few people out there who actually do care about me.but i dont think if i didnt wake up tomorrow anyone i kno would be affected..for anything longer then te initial shock... people would say "omg iknew him...thats sad" and then go back to their conversations...not that i'd expect anyone to be affected by me, its just upsetting to think no one would care..wtf am i talking about? wow...
if i didnt wake up tomorrow...would anyone notice?
would it matter at all, in thescheme of things...no not really.
i dont kno why im so upset, i dont have the worst life in the world. things could be A LOT worse then what they are... but im weak. i dont think its my friends that im not happy with. i think its myself im not happy with. i am so weak. i cant accept things. i cant accept being a normal kid, who will grow up to be another normal person. i cant accept being alone. i cant accept the fact that maybe there are a few people out there who actually do care about me.but i dont think if i didnt wake up tomorrow anyone i kno would be affected..for anything longer then te initial shock... people would say "omg iknew him...thats sad" and then go back to their conversations...not that i'd expect anyone to be affected by me, its just upsetting to think no one would care..wtf am i talking about? wow...